6:30 PM, Saturday, March 15, 2008
i'm feeling the blues all day long since yesterday...yeah,missed my ward..really left me with a deep impactmuch more competent compared to semester 1..hhaaaiiiizz....i'm missing those morning call bells and helping Staffs andpatients in the ward.i'm trully blessed in this attachment..my CI(clinical instructor) is very supportive and always building confidence in me..it's still early for me to say,I can't choose which discipline I am goingto graduate into.could be paedaetrics,A&E.surgical ward??next up...it's the holidays,and yeah..about a month's breakbefore ushering in Year 2.OMG..lots of "unheard" module before.MENTAL health seems preety interesting.I am not being myself for the past few days..seems that I'm lost?don't know why.cant't find a reason either.but rest assuredim not changing direction, I`m stepping my game upMaintainin my name, the same way I came up."But I...
Won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now
Believe me"
6:25 PM, Thursday, March 13, 2008
hello.it's a beautiful day(and a rainy day too).one more day to end the attachment and of course year 1.yeahh!and and and..I passed my semestral exams.wooohooo.heng ar..no need retake any paper. that tagline always roam in my mind throughout my morning shiftand without me knowing time goes super fast when it's morning shift.my favourite patient has been discharged..kinda sad when he isleaving the ward..i cut short my break time just to ssay goodbye to him.may he stay healthy."BOTAKK!!"..hahaha..that's always what he called meand I still cant find a reason why he called me that.oh well..I was like in a super happy mode througout the day when i received a "WAKE UP CALL"WAKE UP CALL??..yeahh..sorta for me..went to the kent ridge wing for a sponsorshipbriefing.damn...I can finally see what it's like in yr 3..OMG!there were few of NYP students and more NP student..so far i've not work together with NP students...coz they hospital hoppingwhen its comes to vacation attachment.I'm more attached to the nitec studentsno doubt..they are good to work with and funny most of the time..hahaha!but after the briefing,I took a while to give a thought of what i'm gonna be in the futurehmmm...sounds tough.it is.hit the brakes here,will continue tomorrow...chaos!"It feels like I've been gone for a long tim,
and I now I feel good that I'm back home."