12:42 PM, Monday, August 23, 2010
sup!
what a long 2 weeks it has been for me.
high-key events almost all down
field camp was HELL! i will never forget it
it was the lowest point of my life so far in Army
non-stop kena f*ked.that's the purpose of field camp
to toughen up our mental strength
been through shit,mud,rain,heat,sucky combat food.yeahh.
sleepin' in your own grave and i mean it
you have to dig your own hole to sleep for the night
and one more dig your shit hole too.boo!
while sleepin,must guard your rifle too coz some commanders
are there to 'steal' your wife.lol.
they made us cry too:psychological test
and that point of time,we were so shag ,had a session of reflection
about friends,families and loved ones.
coz that is the lowest point of our field camp
letters from our parents were given out,more tears rolling down
some are smiling but most were sobbing away.
so we were told to write back to our parents if you wanna.
that was one of the highlights in my field camp
if i were given a chance to rewind back to that grueling 6 days
i won't hesitate to reject that offer.like seriously.it's f*ked up
and days later was my life range!
i love shooting.yeah!
day and night shoot both are equally awesome
got my MARKSMAN yaw!
today in Monday and it's book in day for me as they
replace our weekends last week which was 'burned' by
the field camp itself.wahhaa.
a fulfilling weekends for myself as
i finally got to breakfast my family.
it feels sucky to fast in Tekong and still go through training.
comin' right up is one the last high key events and
i'm drawin even closer to graduate from Tekong.good riddance.
haha.i may sound evil but yeah
as the song goes,"I don't wanna lead an Army life."
i just wanna go back to where I came from : Nursing. :P
ciaos.few more weeks to Hari Raya people.
I know everything’s gonna be alright
Now you’re standing her right by my side.
11:46 AM, Monday, August 9, 2010
revamped.yes a new skin.like finally.
it has been rough ride in the BMT phase.
but it's a once in a lifetime experience
last Friday was probably the highlight for my BMT
it's GRENADE throwing!how cool is that!
the thing that i'm afraid of is having the grenade on my chest pouch.haha.
the impact and the loudness of the effect of the grenade was unbelievable.
i wanna throw it again,seriously. :D
tuesday starts my field camp = hell.
i don't know what to expect from this camp
and the word 'camp' is unlike those kiddy camp that you guys might
have attended before.this is purely jungle survival skills.
it's gonna be tough.and i have to miss my fasting due to the high
intensity and strenuous activities aligned for us .
i won't be booking out the next weekend,so yeah.pfft.
the shit part is that i'm gonna miss the opening game of
the new season of the Premier League
and Arsenal is playing against Liverpool!shit.darn.
oh well.that's life for me right now.
but i believe every cloud has a silver lining.
enough said.
and i caught A Lot Like Love yesterday online.
and yeah,that really filled me in
that is the element which i'm finding for
Strike 1 : making the first move
Strike 2 : horoscope signs clash with each other
Strike 3 : learn how to play guitar.
Credits: http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c42/jenniferrlisa/alotlikelove.jpg
i wanna ask her: "Will you give me Strike 1 back?"
11:09 AM, Sunday, July 25, 2010
1 more week marks my 2nd month serving the nation.
any changes in myself?
of course there is.
- i've become more tanned than ever in my whole entire life.
- i can't keep a 'normal' hairstyle after 4 months(yes!2 more months left)
- physically wise.i can run like mad.i treat every speed training seriously
speed training is where you sprint 100++ metres and jog back to the starting line
in 30 seconds and you do it for 8-10 rounds.niceee!
- i tried on some polo tee's yesterday in my wardrobe (Ben Sherman) as their label
is meant for those people who have physique like me.i found out that wow.it feels good
tight fit,not too tight.but just nice.motivates me more to attend gym lessons!haha.
- food there is fantastic but i'm gettin' bored of the menu.
can they have some soupy delicacies?
absence really makes the heart grows fonder.
i'm super packed with activities daily and i have no time
to text her :( but one thing's for sure,she's always there in my mind :D
our schedules don't tally for a very long time
find it hard to meet up each other,but once in a while we see each other
online.so i find it precious.hahah.
i tried to stay a distance from her to find out whether will there be
any reaction but i just can't do it.
i worry for her constantly.i know i may sound exaggerating but
the bottom line is i care for her.
till then.see ya when i see ya. :-)
But I can only write this song,
And tell you that I'm not that strong.
Cause I'm no superman, I hope you like me as I am.
3:32 PM, Saturday, July 17, 2010
i'm coming back home coz I miss you so..(another army song) duhh.
my 4th book out.6 weeks flew past.
2 more weeks for my physical phase to end.
and right after that the start of basic military training for 8-9 weeks.
is it natural that those guys who are serving NS will talk 24/7 about army life?
not for me.i'm sick of it.i still have my own life.
i'm preety sick of hearing their visions in the army.
5 days in camp full of military stuffs,when meet ups still talk about em'?
i just don't get the idea.
well,i guess not for me.i wont bore the person whom
i go out with with my army life unless when being asked.
forcing myself not to report sick for every activity coz
i know the consequences are and that is to book-out on SATURDAY.boo!
currently having a bad cough,probably due to change of environment and
other mates spreading the disease.
some may think that i'm a small sized guy and can't 'tahan' the military life
but hey,i'm still standing.it's mind over body.
mentally strong,i am.
6:32 PM, Saturday, July 3, 2010
dari kiri cepat ja-lan!
supposed to book out on Friday but sadly booked out
on Saturday morning to make way for those Passing Out Parade
yesterday as the ferries only to cater for those POP plus parents,visitors
I helped out with the Parade at the Ferry terminal giving out
goodie bag in my uniform(I like) but it's hot.
i like wearing the uniform but it takes some time to get ready :O
and and,saw Tabitha entering to Tekong which I gave the goodie bag to her.lol.
I've been thinking 'soldier' lately?
I've lost touch with the real world currently
i don't know whats new in town,movies,food places and even news
although they provide the Straits Times daily which I don't even have time
to even browse what more to read.
i guess i'll be sacrificing a lot for this 4 months
i like the Army because it's ever inspiring even the military way
is harsh etc.the reason is there's always a rationale behind every single thing
that is instructed/ordered to us.and we must do it well if not
'incentives' awaits us.i won't be growing my hair for this 4 months
1 month down! 3 more to go! i'm so lazy to shave.i have to shave
every other day just to look neat!!damnnn.straighten up soldier!
i'm just loving the Spanish players hairstyle
currently for the World Cup.
a gloomy day indeed for today since morning as well as my mood currently
i miss her so badly,real bad. :(
i know she's busy with her attachments.
constantly she's lingering on my mind throughout my stay at Tekong
good or bad?good thing is that gave me a boost for my mental strength
bad thing is,yeahh..that missing feeling kinda thing.
finally i downloaded some great tracks.duhh.
Love The Way You Lie by Eminem ft Rihanna
a great track with superb lyrics.
here's one :
"The more I suffer, I suffocate
Right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates."
"It's not about what you leave behind,
it's about what you will gain in days ahead of you."
11:08 AM, Sunday, June 20, 2010
left two,right two keep up the tempo!
back on mainland on friday the 18th.
loving military life so far,love the physical activities
miss my civilian life.
no sacrifice no victory.serve the nation with pride and honor.
book out on friday met up with Z as she ends her attachment.
saturday went out again with Z.goshh.
caught movie,take a stroll at the Helix bridge and roam around
at Marina Bay Sands :)
can't stop laughing when I'm with her.
is my waiting really paying off this time?
lots of questions bubbling under..what ifs.
what if it happens again 3 years back?
should I or should I not pop the question?
every single strenuous activity,she is all I think of
and it works wonders!geee.i'm feeling jittery.
guess I'll wait and figure out the signals.
peace out.it's Sunday and it's book in day.
"You could be my someone,you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us but that's not very far."
7:41 PM, Friday, May 28, 2010
bring it on.
yeah,only days left before I set off and serve the country
for 2 years.I'm optimistic in serving the country and of course
in the Army not some slacker shit duties.
this is where real men should be and perform his duty as a son,a citizen.
and in future,I can be a hero to my children,grandchildren.
and they too can be proud to have a senior like me.
watching some war movies etc.but hell yeah,I'm gonna be in it in reality.
some guys are just plain pussies with them claiming
"Oh liao!die lah.how to survive.."
but hey,c'mon.you'd already lose the battle if you have a whacko
mindset as such.I'm just keeping my cool even thou' I know
what I'm expecting and what I'm not.
and some asshole friends trying to poison my mind
but brothers lifting up my spirits to beef up my optimism
always be positive even sometime people are to pull you down
it's gonna be tough but i'm up for it
as the saying goes "Every cloud has a silver lining."
