"What if destiny was never meant to be."

2010-08-23T12:42:00.002+08:00

sup!

what a long 2 weeks it has been for me.

high-key events almost all down

field camp was HELL! i will never forget it

it was the lowest point of my life so far in Army

non-stop kena f*ked.that's the purpose of field camp

to toughen up our mental strength

been through shit,mud,rain,heat,sucky combat food.yeahh.

sleepin' in your own grave and i mean it

you have to dig your own hole to sleep for the night

and one more dig your shit hole too.boo!

while sleepin,must guard your rifle too coz some commanders

are there to 'steal' your wife.lol.

they made us cry too:psychological test

and that point of time,we were so shag ,had a session of reflection

about friends,families and loved ones.

coz that is the lowest point of our field camp

letters from our parents were given out,more tears rolling down

some are smiling but most were sobbing away.

so we were told to write back to our parents if you wanna.

that was one of the highlights in my field camp

if i were given a chance to rewind back to that grueling 6 days

i won't hesitate to reject that offer.like seriously.it's f*ked up

and days later was my life range!

i love shooting.yeah!

day and night shoot both are equally awesome

got my MARKSMAN yaw!

today in Monday and it's book in day for me as they

replace our weekends last week which was 'burned' by

the field camp itself.wahhaa.

a fulfilling weekends for myself as

i finally got to breakfast my family.

it feels sucky to fast in Tekong and still go through training.

comin' right up is one the last high key events and

i'm drawin even closer to graduate from Tekong.good riddance.

haha.i may sound evil but yeah

as the song goes,"I don't wanna lead an Army life."

i just wanna go back to where I came from : Nursing. :P

ciaos.few more weeks to Hari Raya people.

I know everything’s gonna be alright

Now you’re standing her right by my side.

2010-08-09T11:46:00.004+08:00

revamped.yes a new skin.like finally.

it has been rough ride in the BMT phase.

but it's a once in a lifetime experience

last Friday was probably the highlight for my BMT

it's GRENADE throwing!how cool is that!

the thing that i'm afraid of is having the grenade on my chest pouch.haha.

the impact and the loudness of the effect of the grenade was unbelievable.

i wanna throw it again,seriously. :D

tuesday starts my field camp = hell.

i don't know what to expect from this camp

and the word 'camp' is unlike those kiddy camp that you guys might

have attended before.this is purely jungle survival skills.

it's gonna be tough.and i have to miss my fasting due to the high

intensity and strenuous activities aligned for us .

i won't be booking out the next weekend,so yeah.pfft.

the shit part is that i'm gonna miss the opening game of

the new season of the Premier League

and Arsenal is playing against Liverpool!shit.darn.

oh well.that's life for me right now.

but i believe every cloud has a silver lining.

enough said.

and i caught A Lot Like Love yesterday online.

and yeah,that really filled me in

that is the element which i'm finding for

Strike 1 : making the first move

Strike 2 : horoscope signs clash with each other

Strike 3 : learn how to play guitar.

Credits: http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c42/jenniferrlisa/alotlikelove.jpg

i wanna ask her: "Will you give me Strike 1 back?"

2010-07-25T11:09:00.004+08:00

1 more week marks my 2nd month serving the nation.

any changes in myself?

of course there is.

- i've become more tanned than ever in my whole entire life.

- i can't keep a 'normal' hairstyle after 4 months(yes!2 more months left)

- physically wise.i can run like mad.i treat every speed training seriously

speed training is where you sprint 100++ metres and jog back to the starting line

in 30 seconds and you do it for 8-10 rounds.niceee!

- i tried on some polo tee's yesterday in my wardrobe (Ben Sherman) as their label

is meant for those people who have physique like me.i found out that wow.it feels good

tight fit,not too tight.but just nice.motivates me more to attend gym lessons!haha.

- food there is fantastic but i'm gettin' bored of the menu.

can they have some soupy delicacies?

absence really makes the heart grows fonder.

i'm super packed with activities daily and i have no time

to text her :( but one thing's for sure,she's always there in my mind :D

our schedules don't tally for a very long time

find it hard to meet up each other,but once in a while we see each other

online.so i find it precious.hahah.

i tried to stay a distance from her to find out whether will there be

any reaction but i just can't do it.

i worry for her constantly.i know i may sound exaggerating but

the bottom line is i care for her.

till then.see ya when i see ya. :-)

But I can only write this song,
And tell you that I'm not that strong.
Cause I'm no superman, I hope you like me as I am.

2010-07-17T15:32:00.003+08:00

i'm coming back home coz I miss you so..(another army song) duhh.

my 4th book out.6 weeks flew past.

2 more weeks for my physical phase to end.

and right after that the start of basic military training for 8-9 weeks.

is it natural that those guys who are serving NS will talk 24/7 about army life?

not for me.i'm sick of it.i still have my own life.

i'm preety sick of hearing their visions in the army.

5 days in camp full of military stuffs,when meet ups still talk about em'?

i just don't get the idea.

well,i guess not for me.i wont bore the person whom

i go out with with my army life unless when being asked.

forcing myself not to report sick for every activity coz

i know the consequences are and that is to book-out on SATURDAY.boo!

currently having a bad cough,probably due to change of environment and

other mates spreading the disease.

some may think that i'm a small sized guy and can't 'tahan' the military life

but hey,i'm still standing.it's mind over body.

mentally strong,i am.

2010-07-03T18:32:00.002+08:00

dari kiri cepat ja-lan!

supposed to book out on Friday but sadly booked out

on Saturday morning to make way for those Passing Out Parade

yesterday as the ferries only to cater for those POP plus parents,visitors

I helped out with the Parade at the Ferry terminal giving out

goodie bag in my uniform(I like) but it's hot.

i like wearing the uniform but it takes some time to get ready :O

and and,saw Tabitha entering to Tekong which I gave the goodie bag to her.lol.

I've been thinking 'soldier' lately?

I've lost touch with the real world currently

i don't know whats new in town,movies,food places and even news

although they provide the Straits Times daily which I don't even have time

to even browse what more to read.

i guess i'll be sacrificing a lot for this 4 months

i like the Army because it's ever inspiring even the military way

is harsh etc.the reason is there's always a rationale behind every single thing

that is instructed/ordered to us.and we must do it well if not

'incentives' awaits us.i won't be growing my hair for this 4 months

1 month down! 3 more to go! i'm so lazy to shave.i have to shave

every other day just to look neat!!damnnn.straighten up soldier!

i'm just loving the Spanish players hairstyle

currently for the World Cup.

a gloomy day indeed for today since morning as well as my mood currently

i miss her so badly,real bad. :(

i know she's busy with her attachments.

constantly she's lingering on my mind throughout my stay at Tekong

good or bad?good thing is that gave me a boost for my mental strength

bad thing is,yeahh..that missing feeling kinda thing.

finally i downloaded some great tracks.duhh.

Love The Way You Lie by Eminem ft Rihanna

a great track with superb lyrics.

here's one :

"The more I suffer, I suffocate

Right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates."

"It's not about what you leave behind,

it's about what you will gain in days ahead of you."

2010-06-20T11:08:00.005+08:00

left two,right two keep up the tempo!

back on mainland on friday the 18th.

loving military life so far,love the physical activities

miss my civilian life.

no sacrifice no victory.serve the nation with pride and honor.

book out on friday met up with Z as she ends her attachment.

saturday went out again with Z.goshh.

caught movie,take a stroll at the Helix bridge and roam around

at Marina Bay Sands :)

can't stop laughing when I'm with her.

is my waiting really paying off this time?

lots of questions bubbling under..what ifs.

what if it happens again 3 years back?

should I or should I not pop the question?

every single strenuous activity,she is all I think of

and it works wonders!geee.i'm feeling jittery.

guess I'll wait and figure out the signals.

peace out.it's Sunday and it's book in day.

"You could be my someone,you could be my scene

you know that i'll protect you from all of the obscene

I wonder what you're doing imagine where you are

there's oceans in between us but that's not very far."

2010-05-28T19:41:00.004+08:00

bring it on.

yeah,only days left before I set off and serve the country

for 2 years.I'm optimistic in serving the country and of course

in the Army not some slacker shit duties.

this is where real men should be and perform his duty as a son,a citizen.

and in future,I can be a hero to my children,grandchildren.

and they too can be proud to have a senior like me.

watching some war movies etc.but hell yeah,I'm gonna be in it in reality.

some guys are just plain pussies with them claiming

"Oh liao!die lah.how to survive.."

but hey,c'mon.you'd already lose the battle if you have a whacko

mindset as such.I'm just keeping my cool even thou' I know

what I'm expecting and what I'm not.

and some asshole friends trying to poison my mind

but brothers lifting up my spirits to beef up my optimism

always be positive even sometime people are to pull you down

it's gonna be tough but i'm up for it

as the saying goes "Every cloud has a silver lining."

2010-05-21T10:54:00.003+08:00

turning 21.

and yes I am 21,how does it feel?

i feel that it is really the start of a new world ahead of me

and I should spread my wings and fly to fend for myself.

I will remember my 21st birthday for a very,very long time.

i really am blessed with all the wishes from my buddies,bros,

classmates,secondary mates and even those who i'd just known

putting others before myself is always in me.

it's just me having that sort of behavior

having to know that a friend is in need of a shoulder or a listening ear

rest assured,i'll be there.

i tried to be no more Mr.Nice guy,but hell no.i just can't! :O

here's the funny part,for my presents.

3 people had the same thought of gettin me a tee

and the same tee at that!

i was laughin when i got to know that!

i really appreciate the gesture of gettin' me a gift for my birthday.

i don't ask for gifts,i only ask for one thing..

and that is remembering a guy named Hairee.

it's a meaningful 21st.

prior to birthday i'm officially graduated from tertiary

had mixed feelings of sad and happy(bittersweet).

god knows when i will see em'(my classmates)

but surely i hope me and em' will keep in touch.

on top of that,few days left for me to enjoy what i have

before my enlistment.

so that adds an impact on my 21st.

"Everyone needs a hero sometime."

2010-05-09T22:00:00.005+08:00

i'm feeling so under the weather currently.

i didn't make a firm decision

that happens when i linger on two boats and ending

up sinking.gosh,i have never been caught in a situation

like this before. :/

my whole day was like a shithole,keeping quiet and gettin'

frustrated at simple things,I even throw words back at my mum

it wasn't intentional,I know I'm a good son.

but I'm mentally tired right nw..

i just need a getaway from all the mess

NS is the perfect getaway for me and to leave everything behind.

i'm sure I can put things right.

that's a video.well,of course,what else.Spiderman.

I like the 3 movies not only because I wanna be him

but the phrases in the movie is magnificent.

caught it with mom just now,she was sayin..

"Wouldn't it be great if there's someone like him?."

i was like smiling.she didnt know the 'someone' sitting beside her

wants to be the ever inspiring Spiderman.

even if I can't be a superhero,

i'll definitely be a hero in someone heart's.

enough said.

" A man has to be understanding and put his wife before himself."

totally agreed.

2010-05-06T19:22:00.011+08:00

"This could be the end of Spiderman."

well,not exactly...haha.

after being away uber long,i'm back.

just to sum it all up on what's happening since my last post,

i've done nothing.yes.NOTHING.

slack big time.

and one more,my army days officially starts on 3rd June

i've been preety much lazy and procrastinating

on whatever i planned to do few months back.

even updating this blog of mine seems like waiting forever?

almost all my friends have started carving their career as

Staff Nurses in the various hospitals or any other health related

i'm proud of em'.now even more reasons for me to

potato couching.blehhh.

no one to go out with.no company.everyone's busy

with work,school etc.sigh.

BUT only left me,who's gonna serve the nation for 2 years.

i'm not complaining National Service is a bad thing.

in fact,I look forward to it.gyeah.

although I hoped i get into a different force,but this will do. :)

i have my own objectives to meet for the 2 years

physically and maturity.

what's the latest movie I've caught?

IRON MAN 2,well..i'm not a big fan of IRON MAN anyway

it's a disappointment ,like seriously.BOO!

no Marvel Comics can beat Spiderman.

as for DC Comics,

I would want to be Batman.(dark and ominous)

but there's one superhero w/0 powers which

I feel attached to currently and that's KICKASS.

hell yeah.that movie rocked.

oh well,got a few movies in my to-see list before

i go for my holiday on a 'serene' island. :)

talking about graduation day which is on the 18th.

hmm,kinda disapointed and upset that

some of my close buddies are not attending it.

i still believe in "Out of sight,but not out of mind."

graduation's are always bittersweet.

probably last moments with em' before i'm back again in 2012.

this is my daily routine for weekdays.i'm gonna puke.

around 9-10 am:wakeup from sleep and have

breakfast,read newspapers

10-11 am:check my emails and play my soccer game.

11am-12pm: a draggy Indon drama

12pm-1pm:the most boring slot,i turn on laptop again.

2pm-4pm: afternoon nap(i feel tat this is only to kill time)

4pm -5 plus : watch TV3 funny drama

530 pm-630pm : channel 8's Little Nyonya

7pm-8pm: channel 8's Your Hand In Mine

8pm-9pm:dinner,TV or whatever.

9pm-10pm:channel 8's New Beginnings

10pm: on bed listening to Muttons to Midnight while PSPing

crapp.if I cant sleep after midnite,i'd probably

go online to end my day.

luxury?what say you.

i'd better enjoy this before i go for my 'holiday'.

till then,ciao ciao.

2010-03-10T18:51:00.005+08:00

respond - see - ability.

put that together and you'll get responsibility.

geee,i can foresee a load of responsibility on my shoulders preety soon

in let's say,5-8 years time..

it sucks being the 2nd and the only son at that

currently,my dad is the breadwinner of the family in addition

my sis is also contributing to family income

but what about the future?

how long can my dad work?

my younger sis is only secondary one right now..

my sis is gonna get married sooner or later & she will have her

own family to attend to.my mom is a full-time housewife.

what about me?

once my sis stays with my soon to be bro in law..the role of the first sibling

falls on me,on top of that ..i'm a son.

my younger sis is smart girl,so I can predict she can go far in her studies

so..financial wise,i definitely have to support her

and my parents,i'll have to support them for sure.

how about my future?(both life & studies)

I have plans to further my studies but not too ambitious.

I need to save up if I wanna get married.(target 28-29)

urrghh..so many things,I sat down thinking and gosh..it's scary!

and i'f I'm married,my responsibilities does not stop there..

even more..gahhh..

I know it's so so heavy but..

I WILL NOT give up without putting up a fight!

stage 2 of the GAME completed.

going smooth,but I need to step up my tactics.

awww.Lovebug has caught up with me.

Pyramid by Charice ft Iyaz on the player.

enjoy. :O

Forever we will stay, like a pyramid.

2010-03-07T10:49:00.005+08:00

back on Friday from my class chalet cum BBQ

probably the last we'll have(who knows we might have a reunion)

better if you wanna call it a clique chalet

i'm gonna miss the fun.i'm gonna miss these people in time to come

of course,that includes all my classmates!

well,my 'long lost' friend is back.he made an effort to come though.

got a job at Changi Airport as a Service Ambassador

didn't expect to turn up to that place the very next day

so,chalet was my priority..decided not to turn up.lol!

i think i'm starting to play THAT game again.

this time I will be very careful,very.

it gave me hope.smiling everyday.

thinking of her constantly(oh wait,i'm not emo or at cloud 9) :P

i'm taking it very slowly for now,she's great to talk to.

so wish me luck.

sometimes I feel that everything that i do

mainly conversation or meet-ups

you can call me the initiator

as some can't be bothered to hold on to the friendship.

i understand we have our own commitments on

school and stuffs etc.

but surely ,one can meet up for once.

sometimes I feel that I won't want to be the initiator

but if i'm not who will?haha.

so i guess,i will constantly be doing that!

" We'll make a better day just you and me."

2010-02-28T19:03:00.020+08:00

guess who's back?hahaa.

it's been freakingly long since

I last updated.so dusty..

well,well..with a blink of an eye.

i'm done with tertiary!

and it is sort of ORD loh..yesssa!

12 weeks seems so far when

i was onmy 1st week..and here I am.

some people don't think that I can make it

but damn it,I prove em' wrong!

I totally enjoyed my posting in this

Oncology ward with

great people plus great company.

i'm so lazy to type btw...

loads of activities piling up..

chalet,meet ups..and gonna start

part-time job preetay soon

holidays for me till my enlistment

to serve the nation

i'm just waiting for my clinical posting pay

and i'll shop till drop(but wisely thou')

Picture paints a thousand words.

let em' do the talkin..

nice!

got more pics of this..let's say the ladies are..

DEPRIVED?lols.

the thorn among the rose :O

what?so candid man..

breaking the sterotyping of tertiaries.

mom's angry here. heehee.

didn't manage to snap pics

with my preceptor on our last day;

sad.

lol.damn chaotic this 2.

fun people to chill with.

well,what's up for me..

no more commitment in school stuff etc

so i shall..commit myself to another

aspect of life.

L--E :X

hahaha.pray for me yo!

now i shall persist in my pursuit

2010-01-29T19:03:00.005+08:00

grandma's departure has opened up

my thinking even more

it felt just like yesterday that she's departed.

i miss her.

somehow my attitude at work

has changed a bit?gee,i don't know..

having difficult patients but still

i took it in stride

4 more weeks.full throttle now

not looking back,just heading forward to

one date:25th February

if nothing goes wrong,fingers crossed

everything now for me seems going good for me

i just realize life is short.

organized small/short meetups thou we're busy

it really feels good meetin up with fellow mates

that includes bumping into classmates in hospital

which we don't usually do.haha.

and i have to forgive all that has happened

that includes my long lost friend,

you guys sure know(Mr.You know who)..

will get back to him post-PRCP

"The end of one thing, the start of something new."

2010-01-13T18:19:00.007+08:00

12 January 2010.

my only grandparent has moved on.

she lost the battle against cancer.

my mind was in a whirlwind today at work

so coincidental that i'm taking oncology

which really saddens me.

i thought my mom was mentally prepared

but turned out that

she broke down the most..

i didnt realise that tears cloud around

my eyes,and it just rolled down.. : (

she aged 71,my late grandad

moved on at the age

of 49 years in January too

on the 7th back to those days.

i guess they are fated to meet.

i laid my last kiss on her forehead

before we covered her face,

i just can't see people crying..

i just can't face it

there is only one thing that can me cry

and that is for the one I love

hit me where it hurts the most..

had breakfast before i left for work

looking down and in my heart,

"Grandma is no longer with us.."

words cant express what you mean to me

my journey to work was a sorrow one

it's hard to believe that

my one and only grandparent left

has passed on..it's hard to believe.

rushed home quickly to see

how's my mom coping.

now,even more reasons for me to

cherish the one's that matter to me most.

i must know what i've got before it's gone.

every single day,every time I pray..

I'll be missing you.

I'll be missing you,grandma.

May God bless your soul.

REST IN PEACE.

:"(

2009-12-31T00:01:00.002+08:00

My current wallpaper.

My hero.My idol.My inspiration in football.

what's up man!i can't believe I just got home at 11.30pm

from work!gee..was a busy afternoon shift..

but thank god,tomorrow and New Year is Off Day

so woohoo.gonna stay up late tonite to catch

some online live football later at 3.45am

had a busy afternoon with 2 ignoramus AN's.

pfft.really dont wish to work with em'

because of em',my charts are all not updated

we are a team so work as one yah?

here me and SQ busy taking cases,and don't have time

to update our charts.all the merrier they are.really F'ed up.

screw em'.shall not spoil my New Year mood

well,here it is.TWENTY TEN.

a new year yet again.i'll make it snappy.

resolutions:"The greatest battle lies within."

you can't overcome the obstacles

if you can't even overcome yourselves.

to buy list: Nike Airmax,Nike 3/4 pants

a new Swatch,a couple of jeans..

loads of checked shirts,slim fit long shirts?yadayada

and a whole lot of cartoon tees.wahhaha.and an ITouch. :)

tomorrow midnite movie with Bros..and Old Dogs that is.

week 4 almost down.8 weeks to go!

it has been a problem-less year for me

which I like.laid back year for me..

except for a friendship problem?

boo.if you want to call it a problem

but i'm afraid it's not.

Message:

NEVER bite the hands that feed you.

IF you bite the hands that feed you,

then F you.

i'm not pissed at all.just a sinister remark.

"Time For Miracles."

2009-12-20T18:32:00.006+08:00

2 weeks of PRCP doing a-okay! roster came out and i love my roster!

will only start work on Wednesday,Xmas off.

i feel welcomed in this ward,maybe too early for me to conclude

this has to be the best ward in NUH.

the staffs there are easy to approach..and on our 1st week there

we were welcomed(applauds and cheeers)!!really appreciate that..

that boosts my self-esteem at least,but still I need to do loads

of reading on Oncology Nursing.

and we had a party in the ward itself,how cool is that

good food,chaotic in the room.and the staffs had

an exchange gift session prior to XMAS,

so that's the reason why this ward is lively.

too early to predict,fingers crossed :/

i'm stuck with SQ for the whole 12 weeks,same shift

& same preceptor!gahh..scared of her at times!

as she's so unpredictable LMAO!

whatever it is,she's a good company :P

i've lost touch in leisure right now,when it's weekend

i'd rather stay at home than going out,soccer..

had a game in the rain yesterday after a long time

and it was great.gyeahh.

don't even know what movies are out,

new songs in the air..

endure.persevere.10 weeks to go!

i have this funny feeling that I might carve

a career in that ward!geee.

well,we'll see about that.but looking forward for

National Service!!

feel touched by this song by Justin Bieber:One Less Lonely Girl

here's the lyrics,sing along if you wanna!

One Less Lonely Girl

There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl

How many I told you's
And start overs and shoulders
Have you cried on before
How many promises be honest girl
How many tears you let hit the floor
How many bags you packed
Just to take 'em back, tell me that
How many either or's
But no more,
If you let me inside of your world
There'd be one less lonely girl

(Chorus)
Oh no
I saw so many pretty faces
Before I saw you, you
Now all I see is you [I'm comin' for you]
Oh no
Don't need these other pretty faces like I need you
And when your mine in the world
There's gonna be one less lonely girl

[I'm comin' for you]
One less lonely girl

[I'm comin' for you]
There's gonna be one less lonely girl

[I'm comin' for you]
I'm gonna put you first

[I'm comin' for you]
I'll show you what your worth

[That's what I'm gon' do]
If you let me inside your world
There's gonna be one less lonely girl

Christmas wasn't merry, 14th of February
Not one of them spent with you
How many dinner dates, set dinner plates
And he didn't even touch his food
How many torn photographs saw you taping back
Tell me that you couldn't see an open door
But no more,
If you let me inside of your world
There'd be one less lonely girl

(Chorus)
Oh no
I saw so many pretty faces
Before I saw you, you
Now all I see is you [I'm comin' for you]
Oh no
Don't need these other pretty faces like I need you
And when your mine in this world
There's gonna be one less lonely girl

[I'm comin' for you]
One less lonely girl

[I'm comin' for you]
There's gonna be one less lonely girl

[I'm comin' for you]
I'm gonna put you first

[I'm comin' for you]
I'll show you what your worth

[That's what I'm gon' do]
If you let me inside your world
There's gonna be one less lonely girl

I can fix up your broken heart
I can give you a brand new start
I can make you believe,
I just wanna set one girl free to fall [Free to fall]
She's free to fall [Fall in love]
With me
My hearts locked and nowhere to get the key
I'll take her and leave the world
With one less lonely girl

There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
Yaaaah

next update will be New Year.ciaos!

2009-12-04T18:51:00.002+08:00

the day is coming.
PRCP.everyone's talkin' about it
well,at least 2007 NYP batch of Nursing Students.
it's gonna be the very last hurdle before the finish line.
12 weeks of posting.gosh,can't imagine what's in store for me.
been having crazy dreams on this posting these few days..
GEEE!
always look at the brighter side of it.think positive! swoosh!
had the BBQ cum chalet,2 days 1 Night at Halton Chalet
was a great chalet there but too bad managed to get a booking
for only 2 days.pfft.
now that's what I call a get together.
good food,good company and lots of catching up happening.
thou the place is just located in front of Old Changi Hospital
which gave me goose bumps during my sleep
still,i'm grateful of the turn up of the BBQ. :)
thanks peeps!
slept really late on that very night,I'd think around 4 in the morning?
watched some Ultimate Fighting Championship
with Bros till the wee hours,just to stay awake..
i can't sleep coz my sixth sense is always saying not to sleep
and be awake.gahh!haha.
my fellow mates went back close to 11..felt mellow as this is
one of the last meetings with Bros and 0701.
before you know it,we'll end our postings and start to find
jobs and possibly a career up ahead.
all rite,I bet this is gonna be my last post here before my 12 weeks
clinical placement UNLESS something good pops by me!
so see ya when I see ya!

I SUPPORT TEAM BELLA!

2009-11-26T18:39:00.004+08:00

this is the mood that I like to have.
so peaceful,so serene,coz it's my short 3 weeks break!
sleep a lot during the holidays and eat a lot,to gain weight
which is way impossible for me (due to high metabolic rate)
my younger sis got her PSLE results,she got the Express stream
congrats to her.will be new journey for her in secondary life
which I miss the most,secondary life rocks!
it's a transition where from a small kid you slowly grow up to
a different stage which means more mature in your thinking,but
not for SOME people..or maybe not for THAT person.haha!
well,preparations for BBQ is status quo.will meet up the Bros
to do some BBQ shoppin' but before doing that we're heading to
the chalet itself to check out that place.yepp.saw
Paranormal Activity,it was like holy shit!
crap,it was so life-like!good movie coz I don't usually fancy
horror movie,caught it with Bros @ ViVo.
it's a new dimension of film making thru VideoCamera
and indirectly bringing you into the movie to experience it.
but that was a scary movie indeed,should've added more horror to it.boo!

talking about PSLE, PRCP for me is about 1 week plus
for my non-nursing pals,it's Pre-Registration Consolidation Posting
it's a compilation of PSLE,N level,O level plus plus!!
this is no ordinary 12 weeks posting,it's a posting to register
our names in the Singapore Nursing Board if all goes well.
kinda nervous for such a BIG and final posting coz I feel
I'm not up for it just yet so I'll have to do lots of reading up
lots of em' maybe more on Oncology (Cancer)

all right,talkin' about Singapore Idol
i wonder why no one get kicked out yesterday?
i have this gut feeling that Tabitha would've been kicked out
but due to media biasness MAYBE no one got kicked out
i don't fancy Tabitha,come on she's only 17 and FAT?lol!
my final 2 at least for me will be Sezaire and Sylvia
but I hope Sylvia will win coz Sezaire seems to be overconfident
at times.well,Sylvia is down to earth,humble and pleasant to the eyes
but certainly not that Tabby.
so they performed a song composed whole by em',
it brings a new platform of SG Idol at least..
i should give credit for the Top 4,quite impressed
with Sezaire and Sylvia's own composition.
To all Muslim,wishing you a Happy Eid Mubarak!

hey dickhead,that old me is dead and long gone
Q: Friend or Foe
A: Foe.

2009-11-17T10:12:00.004+08:00

bonjour!
it's the holidays,well for 3 weeks..that's good enough for me
done with my gerontology posting which is not even that
i don't know how i scrape thru the 4 weeks,goodness!
i've been swearin' and cursin a lot in this 4 weeks
basically i don't like Renal ward! in addition to that..
constant threatening by our Clinical Facilitator macam terrorist like that
to bring fear and threaten to fail our posting each day
and i got caught by her for not shaving
not once but twice!gahhh,she said "no professional look"..duhhh
these 3 weeks,no more her..so that means, i can have
that "no professional look"!lol.
but lookin at the bright side,it's kinda pushing us to prove ourselves.
3 weeks from now will be the final and crucial posting which last 12 weeks
i'll definitely be stoned and zombified unless the ward i'm posted to
is the lively one.that 4 weeks i completed wasn't so bad either
coz i've got "eye candy" as a motivation.
okay,brush that aside..
will have a final get-together before that 12 weeks of attachment
only for one day.and for that only one day
i'm preety sure some won't be able to make it
and i hope everyone's able to make it coz i expect
a class gathering and not a clique gathering

Two is better than one.

2009-10-31T20:00:00.004+08:00

it's been a rough 2 weeks,so many things..so little time

attachments have been dreadful,since when I enjoyed attachments?

except for IMH..yepp,thursday and friday had an "off day"

from the ward and headed to Tembusu Home(Rehab for Elderly)

had a good time there of course coz it's not the darn wards

BUT one good thing that 'motivate' me to go work somehow is..

"EYEcandy". :) -cheeky smile.hahah.

those big eyes.the poise.the way she walks.OMG.

at least there is something for me to look forward to everyday. :P

all rite thats part one of three.

grandma's been staying with me for close to 2 weeks

her condition is stable BUT she's gettin weaker

so much that she lies on MY BED the whole day.lol.

i really pity my mom so much coz she's the nurse,doctor,everything

you name it.but at times my grandma is very stubborn

looks like she's gonna go into the incontinence stage

we told her time and again to wear diapers as it's gonna

be a whole lot difference compare to accompanying her

to the washroom which is dangerous for her..

she ends up wetting the bed at times..and that frustrates my mom

even more.i know how my mom feels,she might be scolding my grandma

for this and that..but she is a filial daughter.i have 3 Aunties and 4 Uncles

well,for me it's fair to rotate around each children house to take care of

my grandma but..very hard for me to say..

and i know grandma still likes stayin with us as she knows she

can rely on my mom.

the past 2 weeks was a roller coster ride for me..

not been having sufficient sleep due to what else..attachments.

and one more..saw 2 of my 'old flames' one in the train

she looked on me.but i stubbed on her..(for both of em')

reason?simple.girl who turned me down,have nothing to do with me

anymore,anymore.

my principles,easy..

you tried playing hard to get when i did the chasing.then why

should I bother ?that's your lost not mine.

Now I'm able to lift my head high and way off better w/o you,girl-S.

hahah.monday morning shift sio.which means dead.

2 weeks down.2 weeks left but there's "candy" for me.lol.

2009-10-15T18:48:00.009+08:00

whaddup people.it's been half a month since I last updated,

i'm out of content on what to pen down..so yeahh..

flu came just at the nick of time..damn*it.i cant remember

when my last flu attack was..june?i guess..or maybe even longer..

Sunkist really helps..stopped cosuming it for the moment and

that's why the bugger flu attacked me.hope to recover

A.S.A.P coz monday it's the start of dreadful attachments!

why must we have attachments after our super long holidays

feels so rusty here.wished to have attachments as my

other friends,which they left a week more!

haizz,i just dont know why..attachments are so dreadful

the stakes are higher this time,with the RED label on our

badge which means Year 3,the staffs will expect a lot,lot more

from us.so must be on our toes..sure to be zombi-fied..

imagine one month attachment.argghh!..transform to living-dead.

and one more thing,movies..i don't know whats new and exciting

from the theatres,lost touch with everything on entertainment

nowadays..lastly..my self-esteem nowadays are all-time low

not the usual confident guy,now always playing it safe

can't concentrate the things are really want most for the time being

sleeps all day long,yeah..i like!

but yeah,changed to a super lazy guy.

as the saying goes "Brilliant but lazy."

cool shit.my new home theatre surround system.

the LCD tv was bought about a year.

now complete set.

small in size huh?experience the power bass.

more reasons for me not to go cinemas.

before i sign off..

Kristen Stewart.

i love this chick.those sleepy eyes.

she's the type of girl who I wanna meet.and a touch

of Punk-chick on her too.that's a bonus

still can't find sucha girl. :)

I wanna be praised from a new perspective.

2009-09-30T18:54:00.009+08:00

Cameron Highlands with Quadro De Bros

it's been close to a week since i touched down

to home soilfrom Cameron Highlands.

60% Chinese,and 80% of the population are farmers

miss the place so much..

Singapore's a fast paced and too high-tech

why not try escaping to Cameron Highlands?

you guys play farmville in FB but that's so virtual

my cousin's asking me..why never go Genting?

no respond for that.they don't understand even if

i say to appreciate mother nature and the serenity of it

went with the jean gang,the 4 of us.

had a preety good timebut sadly

to say the food down there sucks..

we had KFC for dinner every night.lol!

and i don't mind to eat that every day

coz it taste different (nicer)

one of the mornings,i can even see

my own breathe comin' out.it is THAT cold!

from my mouth,it's freezing especially in the morning

and close to evening so the tea

in the hotel was always thereto keep us warm for a moment

played pool as I totally sucked at it at hotel lobby

as we explore the hotel as use some of their facilities

they have an indoor swimming pool which says

30 degrees Celsius of water temperature.

we didn't try that as it was closed after 8pm

the tea there is so aromatic.slurp!

brought some back for family and

of course,tea powder grade A.

wanted to buy fresh strawberries back but afraid

that customs in SG might confiscate em'

so brought preserved strawberries back home.nicee!

2nd day (Thursday)had a few package to choose from..

there was the nature ,sunrise,trekking etc

wanted the sunrise package but we

need to report 6 in the morning

so we chose the Nature package

with a small trekking activity

in the mossy forest(messy forest).

great time taking videos/pics at scenic scenes

4 Singaporeans,3 Iranians,2 Yemeni and 1 French guy

was funny,they were asking us whether SG is a good place

to visit,we were like.."..no..."

breakfast provided by the hotel daily

had loads of food served as buffets

one of the nights couldnt sleep well..spoooky!

suddenly lights off all of the sudden and

I heard baby crying.gahh!

while for my other 2 bros,in the other room

saw a whiteflying thing outside their windows

hahah!but we still joked about it.

luckily the shows on TV were super exciting

malay funny movies non-stop as it is the festive week.

i really appreciate the gift of the nature

it's a feeling of peace and zen. :O

the only thing i hate about the trip is the curvy roads up to

the Highlands..felt like puking.

had a great movie marathon on the way back to SG

as the bus finally have a build in screen compared

to the one we board to Cameron

KungFu panda,IronMan,Golden Compass,Die Hard4.0

enough to kill time thruout the long bus ride.

more pics at Hafiz camera but haven't got em yet.

so lazy to upload the pics down here

look em' up at FB.

retook my test just now,crappy..3 failures in the cohort.wth.

bad luck.

Parlez vous francais?
Konichiwa
Come and move in my way

2009-09-28T19:45:00.008+08:00

i'll start off with the festive mood.

theme for this Raya - Bali + Chinese = Balinese?

so as usual ask forgiveness from our elders,and kachingg..

money starts to fill up my pockets one house after another and plus plus.

theme for the outfit - Gothic?

i always loved black.suits me.

the good thing i like about the Malay culture is that..one color

to identify a family and that you can't see for other races

not being bias,but it's a fact.everywhere you can see us

visiting houses,one after another..as we meet for once in a year

kinda thing.so yepp.

siblings.now that's called Sampin the one i hate to wear!

the hunks.cousins from my dad's side.

@ my Ah-Gong house.no kidding my dad's aunt married to a Chinese

but he can speak Malay well.lol.and my dad's aunt is about my dad's age

yep,and some of my uncles are younger than me.

baby boom last time.no one's to blame.it's an extended family.

cousins from my mom's side.

funny gang.

more pics at FB.

and damn,i failed my Sociology,Work and Organisation.

screw it man.of all modules..haiz

non-related to nursing at all.

i thought i'll fail my nursing modules but hell not,

it's a freakin Sociology.

the module which i dread most..crappy

bloody hell.supp paper on Wednesday

i'm prepared for the worst case scenario.

will update more on my Cameron Highlands trip preety soon

2009-09-18T15:59:00.012+08:00

never wound what you can't kill.

don't ever compromise your friendship with me dude

coz i ain't the one to mess with if it's not salvageable,

by all means.goodbye.

and to you,stop being an advocate and a samaritan for him

i was just checkin out how are you etc etc

maybe it's my mistake for lettin you know about him..

but hey,at least i admit it's my mistake,

how bout that yaya papaya?never!

and instead it turn out that he knows..you know what he is like

he can't be told off for whatever reason

at this moment of time,he still thinks that he is right

and finding reasons that we are to be blame.

he send me a close to 7 SMS page,like what?

so irrational dude.

i dont bear grudges but i just hate the sight of

what you've done for the past few months

coz most people don't know the real you they always come askin..

"Hey,is S----H your class?..He is so handsome."

what..hahah!but too bad not so handsome in character

do you think i'm being nasty this way? i'm just clearin hot air..

not being petty but it's a sore to my eyes seeing what has been done.

he claims to change for how long dude pheww,it's gettin hot in here eh?

it's hard to say,but my forte is forgiving and forgetting

and i'm sure i'm able to do it.

i'm as if the bad guy down here and most people think i am.

but i know i am not,you be the judge.

a piece of advice to you: just don't bother about him aye

coz people like don't treasure the hands that helped him

when he needs help.

it's been a long time since someone compromise a friendship

and i resent that,so very much.

it saddens me to see a friendship

has holes and might crumble anytime now

signing off,peace no war.

a video that suits the situation. :P

All are humans, need to forgive others and ourselves.

2009-09-13T20:05:00.003+08:00

Emergency posting down,down down.

Left Gerontology posting and last lap which is

PRCP for 3 months or to be exact 12 weeks!

ended ED posting at Children Emergency,had fun mending with kids

and joking with em' as well.hahah!..I like kids but...

I just don't know how to handle em'!!lol.

rewind to Thursday,was stationed at P1 area which

is the critical area and everyone's nightmare..

it turned out well for me..you gotta be on your toes there

coz you nvr know the Civil Defence suddenly pops in with a casualty

but I like the adrenaline rush down there as it get's you going

but too bad on that that,no major cases to attend,so that's sad?.

but to conclude,A&E is not my place IF I wanna be a Staff Nurse.

i like to be a Staff Nurse in areas like Psychiatric,Oncology and AIDS

coz these are the few which needs a holistic therapeutic treatment

to understand em' is not easy.i somehow feel attached to these 3 disciplines.

Paediatrics?..well,just not for me

Hari Raya is in a few days time

i don't feel the excitement at all.i'm so lazy to

celebrate this festive occasion.maybe i'm grown up so plain lazy

to visit relatives and with respect,

i certainly go to my grandparentsand other elderly relatives.

color code for my family : Black and White.

LAZY to wear the sampin( a 'cloth' to wear over the pants)

LAZY to visit houses here and there with average 2-3 hours per house

but certainly not LAZY if people offer me AngPao money

coz the hand that gives is more blessed than the one receiving :)

"If she changes her mind,this is the first place she'll go."

2009-09-05T19:58:00.005+08:00

whaddup.good evening.

weekends are here and it is like godsend to me

especially when i'm on attachments..

OT is a well-worth experience

somehow felt good being there..

if only I know the routine and workflow there..

i'm preety sure I'll be working there,NO hesitation!

but most of the time there,we are there

to observe as it is only a week's posting.

next up,will be Emergency Department

and holidays all the way till mid October

met up with Bros yesterday at Clarke Quay for break-fast

had Mac,it's been some time since I had fastfood

so we talked,we laughed and chilled.

the environment there is so chill-out

live music by the quay is so soothing @ Timbre

that's the mood i like to be in.yepp

today met Bros again,to book for our Cameron Highlands trip

haha.it will be 3 nights and 2 Days to the Highlands

right after Hari Raya,20 ish September

will be setting off if everything goes smoothly as planned

gonna save up coz i'm kinda broke now..gahhh.

and I know one good solution to that..and that's..

my collection/Hong bao $$ during Hari Raya!!

smart or what.lol.

it will be a holiday for Bros before the 3 of em' hav

their attachments but unfortunately for me

i'll be having holidays first before the Geron posting

and that sucks.

New Perspective by Pan!c at the Disco

is my favourite track right now.so listen it up. :-o

ciao.gotta bounce.

2009-08-27T19:48:00.004+08:00

gahhhhh.exams are over.it feels so shitty for the last 2 papers

i felt that as if i was PUNK'd.

but the last paper was the worst..probably my answers were

bits and pieces here and there..

the paper which my essay answers are freakin' short.

why can't lecturers be kind enough to ask us to focus the topics coming

out for our essays questions.

at least we will not be lost..haizz..it's over anyway.

i have a feeling i need to take a supplementary paper (fingers crossed)

drawing closer n closer to PRCP

choosing the discipline just now was like crap

choice number 1: Orthopaedics

choice number 2: Oncology

choice number 3: Medical

i wanted to choose Paeds but to think of it

they are not easy to handle,at least for some

and the skills to do are so hassle

i like kids.. coz whatever they do

they sure bring a smile to you.

okay,fasting month so far so good.

good food for break-fast everyday.

it's all in the mind.mind over body.

except that feel sleepy most of the time..ahaa.

gyeah!Arsenal doing super good in the season right now

unbeatean so far,very promising to the Gunners

this saturday: Manchester United vs Arsenal

Arsenal will be put to the test against

the Red Devils (arch rivals).

ciao.monday Operating Theatre posting.

nervous and sure freezing cold there.

I like this clip.

"It's a thug story tell me can you handle that."

2009-08-18T23:27:00.006+08:00

sup sup.

revision for Management going slow but steady.

Sociology + SWO no progress at all,not the favourites of modules since year 1

Psychology,Sociology etc.

BUT I enjoy the lectures coz the lectures

are real cool and funny.

gonna drop dead, non - stop Adult Nursing papers

Adult Nursing 4 on Monday

Adult Nursing 5 on Tuesday

and the final paper of my entire tertiary life

which is Adult Nursing 5 on Thursday..damnn..

lecturers sometimes are so stingy in not giving which topic to

focus on for the SAQs (which I only study for most of my exams)

yeah,it's just that once you have that feel good feeling

everything will go preety smoothly

i so miss school.miss the noises from classmates ,

it's been a mellow week so far.

and fasting month is in a few days time aha!

Holy month = see no evil, hear no evil and say no evil.

resist all the temptations and seduction? gaa!

check this trailer.this is ass-kickin movie.

unfortunately I can't upload trailer here.

the movie titled, GAMER.

2009-08-13T19:46:00.000+08:00

"That's What I Go to School for."

blogger's weird at times.darn.i have to use my pathetic photobucket to upload pics here.
it's been a short week for my very last semester in tertiary life.
happy.joyed.sad.heavy.
yep,ordered pizza for the short but fun-filled gathering at THE DOME.
i'll still follow this tagline : Out of sight but not out of mind.
gonna miss those good times not to forget the shit times as well..
met mdm.wong for the last time i suppose,i have lots of respect for our dear mentor.
thou she's noisy..her bark is worse than her bite.lol.
she's a nice lady.so classgirls as usual,camwhoring everycorner in the school.
well me..they can't do something which i can perfectly.huahua.
and MJ's moonwalk part 2.
this time with the whole class,it's not even MJ moonwalk..turns out to be fashion show?

original version.

JUMPSHOTS.never ending,have more pics in FB.

The BROz

rivals in club but not in person.my everyday laughing bro. : )

what?lol.i ain't gay bro.hahah.good to have you back.

probably the most male students in a class in the cohort.and hunky too!! haha!
all rite.that's all folks.
it's R-EE signing out.
actually this song is originally from the Busted
but the lyrics is funny+obscene go check out if you have time.
found another version,much more 'decent' by Jonas Brothers
so enjoy the song and relate it to your friends.

"That's what I go to school for
Even though it is a real bore
But I have great friends
Laugh and joke till there's no end."

2009-08-06T19:05:00.002+08:00

something's wrong with blogger right now.gahh.
What Do You See by Electrico.
is not your usual sing along National Day song,
but I'm still loving it coz they are my favourite local band
too bad,Amanda's out.darn.
NDP's song nowadays are so hard to sing along
unlike those days.the last 'modern' song which I remember the lyrics
was back in 06.since then,i don't follow much of the NDP theme songs.

We,the citizens of Singapore
Pledge ourselves as one united people
Regardless of race,language or religion
To build a democratic society
Based on justice and equality
So as to achieve happiness,prosperity
And progress for our NATION.

people might dream and plan to go abroad and possibly migrate.
well,for me..there's no place like HOME.
Singapore is my HOME.
yeah,you and I may have dreams of going to places
which are more 'attractive' than this Lion City.
but at the end of the day,you'll realize nothing beats
the sense of being at HOME.
with that,i wish Singapore are very Happy 44th Birthday.
may she prosper and going beyond boundaries.
:)

"HOME."

2009-07-30T19:21:00.004+08:00

Gyeah!.presentations ended for the record.I meant it.

presentations no more.had Adult Nursing 5's presentation and that

was the very last presentation to be presented in my tertiary life.

presentations ain't easy at times.some of em' are nerve wreckin'

with that,i realise how fast time flies when you enjoy your school days

great friends,great buddies,great companies.

yesterday headed to Flyer's Popeyes with the Click 5 or maybe change to

The Slique 5,of course my usual bros..nice to have you back brudder :)

tomorrow will be an outing the The Slique 5 for movies

Hangover i guess if not Public Enemies (like their suits in this movie)

I realise we are drawing closer and closer to graduation

if everything goes smoothly

one thing i'll definitely miss will be my group/classmates.

preety sad to leave em'

will be out of sight as everyone's gonna be doing their own stuff

and start their careers etc.

but bear this in mind..

OUT OF SIGHT BUT NOT OUT OF MIND.

i know it's gonna be hard to have a meet-up etc

but reminisce the sweet times is really something nice.

my subgroup mates for my 3rd year is probably the best yaw!

it's not probably.it IS.

had loads of fun especially doing our Depression Project

and not to forget our signature last minute presentation preparation.

i can't remember when we settle a presentation a week before presenting!

ahaha.but it works wonders for us.

wokey.i sign off with lyrics from

Nickelback's If Today Was Your Last Day

which I find is heartfelt.

those highlighted lines are the good lines.

Nickelback - If Today was your last day.

My best friend gave me the best advice

He said each day’s a gift and not a given right

Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind

And try to take the path less traveled by

That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late

Could you say goodbye to yesterday?

Would you live each moment like your last?

Leave old pictures in the past

Donate every dime you have?

If today was your last day

Against the grain should be a way of life

What’s worth the prize is always worth the fight

Every second counts ’cause there’s no second try

So live like you’ll never live it twice

Don’t take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last dayand tomorrow was too late

Could you say goodbye to yesterday?

Would you live each moment like your last?

Leave old pictures in the past

Donate every dime you have?

Would you call old friends you never see?

Reminisce of memories

Would you forgive your enemies?

Would you find that one you’re dreamin’ of?

Swear up and down to God above

That you finally fall in love

If today was your last day

Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?

You know it’s never too late to shoot for the stars

Regardless of who you are

So do whatever it takes‘

Cause you can’t rewind a moment in this life

Let nothin’ stand in your way

Cause the hands of time are never on your side .

2009-07-22T20:01:00.003+08:00

Post 181.

many things have happened lately.i put up with everything
strongly although it's distressing at times.
i'm putting up a happy facade.
Forgiving is always the hardest thing to do.

"Whatever lies in our way,whatever battle we have.
We always have a choice.It's the choices that makes us who we are
and we can always choose to do what's right."- Peter Parker.

2009-07-18T13:43:00.002+08:00

I never wanted to be just the other guy.
so,this is it..
we hit it off well but knowing that another guy likes you
and you have a bit of feelings for him..
If loving you with all my heart's a crime
then I'm guilty.
punch me.I bleed.(which movie line is this?) ^.^
i will be taking a step back
it takes two to tango
it also takes two hands to clap.
geesh,why am I always the one backing off?it's all right.
one thing that's clear,i never took advantage of a girl's feeling
even if the girl says she likes me
i will tell her straight we can only be friends,nothing more.

"Our greatest glory is not in never failing
but in rising up every time we fail."
- Ralph Waldo Emerson.

2009-07-16T19:09:00.005+08:00

jam packed.

finally i can catch up with my breath.
been so so so busy with NursingProject.
great success for the video.
got great comments for the video for Depression.
thank you to my groupmates for putting all the effort in this project.
besides that,there's the blog,and booklet.
every semester there must be a killer week.
the killer week has just started,skills part 1 starting tomorrow..
skills part 2 starting next thursday..
Social and Work Organisation presentation on next Wednesday
Nursing Lab Theory Test next Friday.
then the following week..Nursing Management presentation and on
the same week on Friday is Adult Nursing 5 presenations.
crappy.crap.
i really admire Mike Shinoda
that's how i came up with the depression video.
i'm preety sure the rest of classmates really felt the video.
coz I do.aaha!
won't be posting much in these few weeks?
.coz it's crappy-ness starting soon.

Dragon Boat Runner up you know.
don't judge my size okay?

i look so angel back then.
but not so now..hahaa.

sneaky pic.i like.

"I find myself just filling my time,
with anything to keep the thought of you from my mind..
I'm doing fine,I plan to keep it that way."

Please come back home.

2009-07-09T19:41:00.002+08:00

tiring week.so occupied with school and plus my Nursing Project.
video went preety slow,will have another shooting asap
i'm so tired.
grandma just discharged from hospital so my mom took her in..
i'm more than happy to have her here coz i'm worried if she's staying alone at her home.
so she bunk in my room,i did not have the best of sleep these past few days.haha.
you can see how stone i am in school nowadays
not because of her,here's the story...
my sister bought a sofa bed for her..but ending up i sleeping on it
she 'chop' my bed.hahah!
i love grandma.
none of that matters.
i miss my bed.
schoolwork nowadays are hard for me to do
as my mom's siblings,relatives drop in once in a while..
and in my room..so there's restriction for me there.
i admire my mom way of handling things.
she's very multi-tasked though i can see her worn out
having to take care of my grandma and at the same time
my family needs..cooking,doing housework..keeping track
of my grandma medication times.
yep,i hope i can take a leaf from her books.
M.J's death story still continues..
it's a touching memorial service for him
ridiculous comments saying that
"He's not dead,he's just feigning death just to escape from his debt."
even so,just let him rest in peace.
miss the king of pop.
it's sudden.there won't be another king coz he's the great one.
Chris Brown don't think you are on par as him uh..
i don't like the idea of Chris Brown
being compared to MJ. I wanna puke!lol.
MJ does not beat people up.
MJ's a very caring guy and a good samaritan.
pheww,chao.gonna crack my brain on how to do the REEshoot.
peace out.

"Just call my name and I'll be there."

2009-07-06T18:48:00.003+08:00

yippy ka yay.
so lazy to wake up for school today.
as promise..
Depressed @ Supreme.

Looks as if Megatron is coming out from that door.
See those red-like eyes.

Shot by me.

Me n SQ good at following on our topic,which is Depression.
We really immerse the feeling.

Suicidal ideation.

Cover page of our booklet for Depression.
Credits : SQ not Ms.Cynthia. :P

Favorite pic for that outing.it's like a soap opera poster
except again,Cynthia was grinning.

Jump @ Marina Square.

okay thats part of our project pics.
Booklet about to send for printing.
Blog's up for depression.youth depression to be exact.
www.depressionnotforme.blogspot.com
i will try something totally new..
and that's directing a video of depression.
feels enthusiast about this.
it's a package for our project.
kinda last minute but i'm preety sure it will work.

"Girl,you are my sugar,I call you Candy." :P

2009-07-02T19:39:00.007+08:00

Tuesday: Cycling @ Pulau Ubin with Bros
burn-out cyling marathon
this is the real cycling not some flat surface at East Coat etc.
spent almost half the day at the peaceful island.
Picture will do the talking.

"Life's a B****H"

"Shadow Of The Day."

"Chek Jawa Tower"
we were so exhausted.
15 x 8 = 120
so up and down is 240 steps.geee.

"Trail @ Ubin."

wait..what's he doing in Ubin..sorry man,i dont have cookie
but I have an "apple pie"

"Saving Gaia - Do Your Part."

" life is a turtle race?"
bumped into this fellow.straight after that i fell of the bike..
curse of the ninja turtle.

sorry for the wrong landscape if video.it's vertically shot

amazingly,my phone is still on my hand despite the fall..
and continue shooting w/o me knowing.

more pics will be on Facebook.
will upload my falling off the bike soon
coz Blogger is damn lag now.
and more pics will be posted on Wednesday's outing with my besties.

"Let me be your SUPERNOVA."

2009-06-28T19:30:00.004+08:00

"the world mourns.
a legend has left us at an early age.
a complete entertainer.he is Michael Jackson.
King of Pop title will forever be with him.
he has passed on but his songs will be with us.
may you Rest In Peace M.J.
God Bless You."

i am still feeling sad after his departure.
didn't expect this to happened.

well,i still have the "hangover" of Transformers.
"Let It Go by Cavo"
one of the good quality songs I got.
and i caught the movie,again.
it really suits the movie - "Sam Witwicky and Mikaela"
and New Divide in my mp3 repeat it again and again.
and oh yarh,hang out with Hafiz and Randeep till 1 am
went East Coast to have dinner on Friday,Henderson Waves at night
quality time yet again.
conclude the outing with Teh-Tarik at KTM.sedaps.

had a good time going out with her.
pssst..shall go out again yarh?!!haha.
damn,she's funny.
sparks happening...

"If you"re thinking about being my baby,
it don't matter if you're black or white."

RIP Michael Jackson
1958 - 2009.

2009-06-24T19:07:00.003+08:00

The Fallen will rise.

It rose but then perished at the hands of the leader of Autobots,Mr.Optimus Prime
words can't explain how mayhem,awesome this movie is.
it's worth the money.well,it's the movie that everyone's waiting for.
i will catch it again soon!!..i'm a hardcore fan of it since the release of the 1st one.
but i still prefer the first one.Transformers 2 has more actions on humans Vs the machines.
and Autobots are so outnumbered.they have some cool new members.
Decepticons are so mean and dominant in this movie.
hot stuff,2 words.Megan Fox.
and there's one more hot Latin girl.
soundtracks was familiar..
i had it before they release the OST.coincidence?
there's 21 Guns by Green day,Never Say Never by The Fray
Not Meant To Be by Theory of Deadman and New Divide - Linkin Park
there's more to it..check out their own website.
pheww..caught it with Esther and Cyn
some last minute plan which worked.lol.
i like Optimus.a good leader.

"That's Optimus Ree."

""There's more to them than meets the eye."

2009-06-22T18:51:00.006+08:00

texted her during the weekends.

just droppin' her a text askin how's everything on her side.
yes,she's still as bubbly.exactly the one i know back then.
those times were probably the best time's I've ever had.
i like her funny jokes,caught Memoirs Of Geisha online
saw Zhang Ziyi,gosh..she looks like her.funny ain't it?
my Metaphor:
She's like a surgeon who can operate a patient and as well as cutting it deep.

:0
my statement: "The Man Who Can't Be Moved."
wokey,enough about that.gettin a lil "high" on that.lol.
here are some of sweet looking chicks.

"Alyssa Soebandono"
yes,she's from Indonesia.and my age.woots.
when I'm angry,lookin' at such serenity makes me cool.waha.

"Acha Septriasa"
again,from Indonesia.wahah.same age as me yaw.
natural beauty.

"Liyana Jasmay"
a Malaysian.new actress,and she's gonna be a future star.

but to sum it all up,i still like Alyssa.
lookin at her face,is so much like i'm on Cloud 9.
if girls can go goo-goo-ga-ga over hot guys.
why not us?
wait,mine is not hot girls..mine is ANGELS.lol.
thats all folks.

"Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer."

2009-06-16T18:46:00.003+08:00

wow.what a start for the hols.
KL with bros.can't type it all out.
was an awesome trip there and whacked out!!
hahaha.too tired to type every single detail.apologies for that.
so straight after that,went for Sumita's B'DAY cum BBQ
yesterday at Downtown East.was a great class gathering..
now that's what I call a GATHERING.
good times like these are hard to come by
so I was preety glad most turned out for that get together.
the girls as usual went wild.hahaha.
i'm preety sure that they had a whale of a time. :P
oh yarh,today when on the way home from school
met my old time buddy..Shahril.
it's been ages since I see him and we talked under the tree.lol.
chatted for quite some time and doing catching up with him.
i really salute him.he's in Nautical Studies in SP.
future Captain i guess.but i really like the places he travelled on board.
Dubai,Phillipines,India.etc.
yep,hope that we will bump into each other again at my block.waha.
Drag Me to Hell.comedy of 2009?
my goodness,it's freaking funny.the old lady especially.
but the sound effects are the ones who will make your heart thump.
well here are some of the movies comin' soon...

just love the fire of desire burning in his eyes.the rage in him.
it's gonna be a kick ass movie.can't wait.
and it's titled FIGHTING.
and oh yarh,the OST of the movie is from
Fort Minor - Remember the Name.(my favourite hip-hop group)

remember BORAT.?this is the same guy
but a whole new character.
he has to be my favourite comedian.
BRUNO comin' out real soon..
i like the part when the soldiers asked him..
"What time of belt is that.?"
"It's D&G."hahah!!

2009-06-09T16:03:00.004+08:00

i've tried my best.it's hard.

no choice but to sacrifice.coz none gonna take a step back.

I'm the one who always give in.whats wrong?

to be firm,not.

just so hard.

Fairness.

coz I place people's feeling above mine

i'm sure you can see it.

in order not to hurt anyone's feeling.

MC for today.might skip school tomorrow.

but still dragged my sick body to school

"With great power comes great responsibility."

i'm into The Fray right now.good song to fit around my age.

here's Never Say Never by the Fray...

Never Say Never - The Fray

There's some things we don't talk about

Rather do without

And just hold the smile

Falling in and out of love

Ashamed and proud of

Together all the while
You can never say never

Why we dont know when

Time and time again

Younger now than we were before
Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go[x2]
Picture you're the queen of everything

As far as the eye can see

Under your commandI will be your guardian

When all is crumbling

Steady your hand
You can never say never

Why we dont know when

Time, time and time again

Younger now then we were before
Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go[x2]
We're pulling apart and coming together again and again

We're growing apart but

we pull it together, pull it together, together again
Don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go[x4]

"Don't wanna be a hero,just an everyday man

and trying to do the job the very best he can."

2009-06-07T19:23:00.007+08:00

"Maybe this kid was reaching out for love
Or maybe for a moment
He forgot who he was
Or maybe this kid just wanted to be hugged"

dude,u gotta do something man.
i dont know who you are right now
it ain't the same.you've changed and always sayin
"In what way have I changed."
you're still immature.don't be a pussy.
be a man do the right thing.
make a decision.you will hurt someone.
still,you have to choose.
if you are still hanging on to two boats,
you'll find yourself sinking in the sea.

all right.that's about it.i shaved my head.

damn,SkyNet's terminated me.so all of you better be careful.

"I am Ree Connor.If you are listening to this,you are the resistance."

2009-05-29T18:53:00.004+08:00

been a slack week.i like!
E-Learning Day on tuesday & on wednesday Self-Directed Learning.
Tuesday+Wednesday : back to back BTT practice and tomorrow Evaluation.
chiong-ing all the theories as quickly as possible.
well,badminton with the girls..had a whale of a time.haha!
still got the 'touch' of badminton player (was kicked out from school team)
Angels and Demons was damynn.
the director have not disappoint me yet.
upcomin week,Terminator or Monsters vs Aliens.
ok.here it is..erhem.
Ree's Criteria

-age does matter sometimes,looking for those at least a year older ,same age or a year or two younger.that's it.
does not drink and smoke.
leads a simple life: does not go clubbing, rationale is coz I'm not that type of guy.
listen to the same genre of songs as me,rationale is i believe a genre moulds the character of a person.
soft spoken and feminine.
good fashion taste,rationale is to make oneself presentable.
Race:any will do.
know how to appreciate things that I do for her.
have a sense of humor.haha!i believe this will make "US" happy
not showing off example buying branded goods and blah blah blah.pfft.
a good movie partner
not slutty or bitchy!
devoted and loyal.
a listening ear and vice versa.(and I'll be the shoulder)
not too prety, rationale:coz other guys might steal or ogle at my 'property' haha.
a soul mate.rationale:a friend,best friend,possible life-long friend.

well,that's all.being choosy for perfection.
once bitten twice shy.ouch!
please feel free to get the application form if you are eligible.
bring along a passport size photo of yours.
hahahaha!

"Afterall,I'm just an empty seat to you."

2009-05-20T19:30:00.005+08:00

SHAZAAM!

i'm back.back again.hahah.
looks like i'm not leaving this blog
maybe thanks to 'loyal reader' partly.but i'll blog once in a week if I have the time.
TEEN no more.yes,good riddance to my teen days.
here comes adulthood.new role.more responsibilities.
one thing i felt touched was that a simple Happy Birthday is enough for me.
i cherish that. to all those who wish me on this very day 20.5.2009.
thank you so very much.
it's just an ordinary day.
but hearing wishes from my dearest classmates,mates
and secondary sch friends makes my day.yepp.
Kelvin left for Vancouver to visit his parents and will back in mid June
before waiting for enlistment to serve the nation.
he called me but i was sleeping earlier on in the morning thn
he left me a message:"Happy Birthday.Your my best friend and brother forever."
i was like "Awwww" yep,certainly he's there to joke around now and then.
will definitely wait for his return.take care bro.

We look younger back then but more dashing now.lol.

so after school,head to Singapore Flyer with Hafiz and Randeep
had quality time with em'.ate Popeyes
and something super funny happened when we were leavin' on the shuttle service
can't help it.it's darn funny.

"Monkey business"-you can see me and Randeep on the reflection.

woah,bloated right now.came back home and had KFC. it's Chicken day.completed with a nice chocolate b'dae cake. yepp,it's a simple birthday.but i'm loving it. so i will still post something here.not to abandon yarh? will change the blog address only.soon.
and oh yarh. Linkin Park New Divide soundtrack for Transformer 2.
is dope! listen to it here.

"Tell me what do you see when you look at me."

2009-05-13T19:15:00.003+08:00

what's up with it people.haha.apologies for the lagging of updates.
been jammed with school.practically everything happens now is..SCHOOL.
swine flu is such a hassle for us.
and school's kinda made a fool out of us
having to take thermal temperature this day and not to take
at some point of the week.
yeah..been reading ALL my posts since like 07..
guess this will be the last few posts in this blog.
i really think i have to get real in life.
maybe most people should too.
no particular reason,
rest assured i will not delete this blog of mine
songs will still be updated coz everything revolves me is..MUSIC.
and sometimes i feel blogging is crap.
pardon me.well,you should be thinking why crap?and i still blogged?
that's history.jotting down joy,sadness etc etc seems gay for a guy?
still,that's not my reason for leaving this blog.
but the question is..
how long will i leave this blog or maybe never to return.?
all right folks.will post my few posts next week.
till then,see ya mates.

"OH Kelsey!"

2009-05-01T18:57:00.006+08:00

May Day.oh-so good.tired of non-stop school days
classes average starts at 8 in the morning.
yesterday was great.long awaited X-MEN origins:WOLVERINE.
it was like daymmmn.
Gambit is the coolest hero there.
Wolverine is indestructible.
had good movie seats with the Bros.
if you wanna watch the movie,don't hesitate!
and stay till the credits are over.
played some arcade before the movie started
although the arcade is noisy as it is...
we were as noisy as the noise.
played some kid basketball,RAMBO and Winning 11
which by the way is all the Japan,that's why we lost.
enjoyin' school so much that it's coming to the 3rd week of the semester.pfft.
had Mr.Ibrahim's lecture.as usual the super crazy.
out of the blue,he pointed at me sayin..
"You have a sweet nice smile,I look like you when I'm young."
hahaha!can't take it.
i only agree that maybe both of us are crazy or a better word- funny.

"Hero."

2009-04-25T18:56:00.003+08:00

week's roundup.

first week didn't turn out to be that bad.

favourite day: Thursday.

of course,it's Mr.Ibrahim's lecture.damnn.laugh out loud like one hyena.

he's whacko funny man.miss his Mental Health lectures back in Year 2 sem 1.

it seems like the Bros like get his jokes,the rest of the students the lecture theatre?

seriously,he is the best lecturer for me.always lookin' forward for his lectures.

but too bad he'll be givin' lectures only for 3 weeks.

pheww..Friday headed home with Claudia.

been some time since I seen her

a lot of things I missed out lately.

Joanne's gone overseas studies.etc.

mostly did some catchin' up with Claudia.yep. :)

and guess who I met after a very long time..AMIN!!

ahaha.it's all happening at one time.

it was like a touch and go thing...coz both of us were like rushin to school.

miss those Chestnut Drive days.

and one more...guess who I met with when playin soccer?

Glenn Yeo.ahaha.as usual man,the sarcastic friend of mine.

stress piling up only on the first week of school.

endurance tested.

"I like being gay."

gay - happy,cheerful,carefree etc.

2009-04-20T18:52:00.002+08:00

first day of school ain't bad.had fun though.
groups all reshuffle. erhem.
the story has taken a lil bit of twist.zesty.
back to Lecture Theater H.
damn squeezy.
likes going school now.duhhhh.
not too bad.get to see babes,laugh out loud
making lame jokes etc.
my new group's gonna be a 'hip' group.
may the force be with us.
check this website.
http://www.x-menorigins.com/
real cool website.there's gonna be Wolverine
young Cyclops,and Gambit(which is me by the way)
cant wait for the premiere.which is like few days away.
go check it out.play some games there too.

Can you speak Mandarin like they do?
i like the girl "Wa Sha Nie.."
and the last 2 girls.very funny.

this is just genius.

2009-04-15T18:52:00.003+08:00

good day.it's been quite a while since the last post yeah.
been feelin' sick these few days,SAW throat(plus the saw sound effect)strepsils ain't workin.
time table's up.kinda sucky.havin to start at 8 on the very first day of school.
kinda reluctant to start year 3 coz everyone knows
it's a killer.hope that everyone's life will go preety smooth.
i don't know how true some of the quizzes and applications in Facebook..
but yeah,like 90% of em' are spot on
or is it just a coincidence??
how bout u guys out there?
here's a few of mine:
"Who's your soulmate?"
"Your future lover should be someone with class.
You belong with someone polite and never afraid to admit their mistakes.
They will help you see the good in life and appreciate everything. "
ps: geee,true.
here's another one,
"What super hero are you?"
"Spiderman: you love to climb things and you like to fight bad things away.
You care very much about your loved ones
and you keep your identity very quiet."
true.again.not for the superpowers but
i like to get to the bottom of matters.and also introvert.
Please Don't Stop the Rain by James Morrison
is in my top 10 fav tracks at the moment.
go check it out guys.

BENCINTA
BENCI(hate)CINTA(love/like)
"it hurts to hate you;
it even hurts more to like you. "

2009-04-02T19:07:00.012+08:00

pheww.back from chalet @ Changi.Fairypoint Chalet,Aloha!

one of the best time with the Bros yet again.yeah
initially was 3 days 2 nights but to our surprise it's 4 days 3 nights
we got the nights and days mixed up.wahah.
Day 1: Checked in into the bungalow like about 3plus nothing interesting happened.
it's real spooky there.along the road to OCH.(goosebumps)
3 rooms in the bungalow but the 4 of us bunk in into one room.hahah!
it's a bit 'ulu' there as it is quite inaccessible.yep.
so bought food at Changi Village.erhem.and oh yarh, the necessary items for BBQ charcoal etc which we kena con till close to 40 bucks.
wah,uncle you really know how to do business hor?!
anywhere is possible with the car.
so waited for the arrival of the King and the queen(sheikh + gf)
hahah.my bro here rarely spend time with us man. not even a meal with us.
worst still..most of the time like 95% he's not in the chalet.
oh well,we have each other to entertain(4 of us)haha.
didn't really sleep for the first night.
followed sheikh to his jobplace giving out the newspapers in the wee hours.4 am.
that's about it. that's the only time i talked with him. :/
Day 2: was the last to sleep and the first to wake up.wahaha.
fast forward here a bit.
it's BBQ nite so send invites to the class..or rather clique.
dissapointed.the usual ones turn up.
thiv and bf,SQ,Cynthia,Esther,ShinMin,Sheikh's gf and her niece.wahah.
so loads of food were there.patties,hotdogs,my mum's noodles.SATAY!
and favourite of all ..with compliments of the clique
BBQ chicken(good combination of my cook and Randeep's marinated chicken skills)
blah.blah.blah.so it's gettin late,one after another left..
wanna say Thank You to those who've come.much appreciated.
so after every one left,like close to 12am.
we left for East Coast to talk cock.lol.
was very sleepy there so around 2 plus am
return back to chalet and get ready for morning to check out
BUT..
Day 3:waited the in-charge to come but to no avail..
called up reception and was shocked that we are checkin' out
the next day which is Today.
here's the good thing.since there was quite a handful number of BBQ stuff left
we decided to do BBQ again!
send invite to SQ but she thought i jokin' coz it's April's Fool.
PS:SQ thanks for the wallet eh.will pay u back(not).just jokin lah.its nice!
walao eh.hhahha.
it's all right if they nvr turn up coz the previous night
the presence during the BBQ session was much appreciated.
pheww,damn this is a long post.
finished up the the remaining food.was happy that everything was done.
and there was a family of cats just outside our chalet
caught some cat-activities there.lol.
after that,around 10 plus.headed to Henderson Waves to see how is it like in the night.

it was really cooling there..and oh yarh went for supper right after that
at KTM.teh tarik there is the best so far that i've ever tried.slurp!

earlier in Day 3:

along the beach,and i think it's part of singapore yacht club?
so we hang around there for quite some time.
what you all thinkin' huh?

it's actually a smiley face!

so the question is...will it be still the Fabulous Five
or Fantastic Four?. you judge.

pick of the pic.
hahah!

Day 4: Checked out and head to Airport for B'fast.
and after that vroom..HOME!
pheww,what a week it has been.

2009-03-26T19:14:00.002+08:00

"Integrity."

ahaha.got a last minute message from the school.
thought it was something to do for the upcomin' year
but it's not.there seems to be an error in the marking system of exam scripts.
so yeah,hope i won't be affected.the school's honesty is something
i'm proud about.they can just cover up and close both eyes.
so those who failed that module will eventually pass i guess.

Monday:went out with Bros.
caught Mall Cop at the Cathay and ate PopEyes at the Flyer
right after that.discussed chalet stuffs etc.
always eager to organise a class gathering
but i think it's gonna be the same.yet.again.
hope that's not the case this time round.
found a BBQwholesale package
it's a HOLISTIC package
you don't have to worry about charcoal and right down to the cutlery
beat that!.but if the attendance is good.everyone will chip in
few bucks rather than few souls chipping heavily.aha.

got guitar back from Kelvin.finally...
he gave me his guitar bag as well plus some guitar notes & books.
well,kinda lazy to practise coz my interest in not really there.
whisper:my father is.he's strummin it right now.
my uncles had a talent in playing music and singing too
but not me.muaha!
that's all folks.gotta bounce.

Reward:Priceless.

2009-03-18T19:03:00.002+08:00

waddupp peeps.ahhaha.
holidays so far so gooood but i need a freakin' part-time job man
just to 'murder' time.early morning went for a jog at the stadium
erhem.there's this mom with her son asked for directions to the stadium..
so i said I'm going there too..talked to her like i've known her.wahah.
she asked whether i'm a secondary school kid..my reply was tertiary luh.
she said i looked young.wahah!.am i?
despite the 'goaty' still i have a young look.thanks!
tomorrow will go the same jog coz i saw some chicks running too!
it's MOTIVATION for heaven's sake!!.ahaha.
so in the afternoon met up with my crazy bro,Kelvin.
asked him out to buy some Tees for myself.
as always,it's certainly whacked out if go with him.hahah!
but the bottom line is...
i need a freakin job.
daily or weekly pay will do and slack job can.
phewww,results were out yesterday
fingers crossed.heng ar passed all..
screw the GPA and i'm grateful with my grades
after all the hard work pumped in during exams.
*tap on my shoulders*
next outing would be with the Bros.
and it's gonna be mayhem.
if this continues,(outing,shopping etc) more money will be going out
instead of coming in.
anyone,LOBANGS for jobs?wahah.

"Sometimes the clothes does not make the man."

2009-03-13T19:00:00.002+08:00

BULLS EYE.
3 Weeks of attachment completed!
or to be exact 7 weeks..
really endured all this while
i should say i'm very pleased with the comments
given for this 3 weeks.gyeah!
this should be the right way of judging
practical but not on theory basis when presenting case study
"soft spoken and a calm guy".?i was like giggling for a while.
but whatever it is..it's 5 weeks full of relax and rejuvenation.
gonna miss the the staffs there...
oppps..only the good staffs yarh.?ahaha.

wanted to meet up with Bros but last minute the plan
was called off..so switch to going out with the Sisters
to the I.T. fair but it's gonna be a girls night out?haha.
shall not play gooseberry.
bungalow chalet awaits.planning the stuffs out.
i'm a logistic kinda guy.lol!

and one more thing..lately i get agitated easily
way easily.
things like people shoving their way in the train,cutting queue
people cutting into my way.
this small things really make me pissed
it's only a matter of time for the volcano to erupt.
and i know it's not gonna happen
coz i'm a "Let It Be" guy.
hahaha.

told SQ that i'm different during attachment and in school.
i don't know why uh.
in school i 'step' fierce coz i'm the class chong
and when attachment comes you'll see the mania side of me.
ahahaha.which one you prefer?
or maybe i have some bipolar disorder?
kk.chao.

2009-03-07T18:49:00.002+08:00

Week 2.bang!shot down.yeahh..
omg.really worn out...7 weeks of attachment
6 weeks done.1 week to go.
can't take it.exhausted.energy bar left about 10%.
nothing interesting happened during work this week.
except for..i think i screwed up on my presentation.
to heck with it.
patient's case was rather general.
what's the result of this and that larh..
everthing was bombarded at me
i just sat there stoned.
argh.heck with it.
Kelvin's crazy to shout from across his ward
which is like 70 meters apart..
that's totally whacked..
i could see him from my ward.ahaha!
wo de brother!
and he's graduating in a week's time.
so goood.guess he'll be serving the Nation after that.
that's about it then.
i think physiotherapist aint bad.
guess i'll have plans to drain this nursing thing after graduating
and might consider going to physio.
will take another 2-3 years?.well,might find my interest there.
PS: NYP Semester 2 results comin' out 17 March.

chao.

"coz it's Nine in the afternoon
and your eyes are the size of the moon."

2009-02-27T18:56:00.002+08:00

1 Week shot down.it ain't going good for this posting
F**Ked up system.only to demoralize us.
persevering.
the first ever attachment which has the word QUIT in mind
on only the 2nd day of attachment..
will scrape thru' this attachment.
some of the staff are unwilling to teach
they keep enforcing on being initiative and proactive..
if we did our part...what about them?
this posting really made me "heavy" to wake up
for morning shifts and dragging my feet when
i'm on the afternoon.
will definitely give negative feedback on the F**ked up system.
it's such a failure.
instead of enjoying the posting,day by day
i'm getting furious
it's not a conducive posting yeah.

"If there's one thing they love to see more than a hero,
and that is to see them fall."

2009-02-20T19:12:00.002+08:00

exams are over but..
dreadful attachment yet again..never ending huh
endure this..but this time
will make new friends,year 1 students(if they are friendly)
hope this time there will be a male student nurse or something.aha!
pharmacology confidence of passing = 70-80%
Biology= 60/40 chances coz i got tricked yet again by our lecturer.damn!
Med Sociology/PPR = ahaha.sub-paper maybe.
Adult Nursing = 60/40 chances of passing.
i'm really petrified to know the results of this sem
coz i didn't prepare well for the exams.
push away the exams.concentrate on attachment.period.
initial plan was to catch movies with the Bros
but last minute changed,we all are plain lazy
due to the upcoming attachments?lol.
endure.endure.endure.
3 weeks.after that 5 weeks of rejoice!
and lookin forward for that chalet.yeah..
and oh yarh,workout for me too during the upcoming holidays
gotta stay fit.both mentally and physically.
eating a lot seems no help for me.
guess i have to exercise strenously.serious!ahaa.
so watchout if there's any instant change in me peeps.

Dead and Gone lyrics is superb.

That part of me left yesterday
The heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say
The old me dead and gone away.

2009-02-13T19:24:00.004+08:00

shhh.secret.

what have i done.haha.new phone.

the clip explains all.first time using an LG phone.

still adapting to it.i like the games in it.

especially fishing..i mean close to real fishing.haha.

scratch proof but i won't dare knock some house keys to it

although it's scratch proof.dont believe?.youtube has the vid.!

pheww.pharmacology went real well for me.yea!

14/2/2009

it's that time of the year again.oh no,not Christmas lar.

Violent-time day.

no it's Valentine's Day.

flowers.chocs.teddy bears.

spread the love around people.lol.

this is a scene from the movie Sexdrive which i find it touching..

Ian:Felicia,why can't you just say it?

Felicia:Why can't you?

Ian:Well,I asked you first..

Pause...Felicia was restless.

Ian:Fine,I'll say it.

Eyes locked to each other.

Ian:You love me.

Felicia:You love me too,Ian.

then comes in the song..(playing)

ahaha.instead of him saying he loved her

it's the other way of saying.

although it's a knocked out,outburst laugh movie

this is the touching scene of all.

actually both of em' are BFF(best friends forever)

but the Sexdrive trip reveals that they are meant for each other.

so near but yet so very far.

aahha.

"You don't have to look far for love."

2009-02-10T18:50:00.005+08:00

Trailers.

Angels & Demons

a continuation of the DaVinci code.

one of my favourtite..it's hard to understand but it's a good movie.

so i shall conclude..girl's are complicated like the DaVinci code.haha!

Wolverine: X-Men Origins

cool.waiting for it since X3.which was way back n 06

now there's Gambit (that's me: a cool guy)

will release in May.

Terminator Salvation.

"I'll be back."

Transformers 2: Revenge of the Fallen.

it's mayhem.

this time round,i'll support Decepticons.gyeah!

yesterday caught Underworld 3:Rise of the Lycans with Bros.

not bad.wasn't really into vampire kinda thing.

friday's the start of end-of-semester exams.dammn.

pharmacology's first.

revision.10%?haha.

chaos.gotta bounce.
rollout.

2009-02-07T18:36:00.002+08:00

ward 63.1 month.good riddance?

nahh,i don't think so..

learned lots and lots of stuff in the ward

particularly pharmacology..

but was kinda dissapointed with the comments given in the logbook

by air stewardess

maybe i showed my my claws too early in the first 2 weeks

coz i got good comments in the logbook

endurance tested perhaps..week 3,4.shut down totally.

i don't give a damn with that logbook

doesn't mean u get good comments from staffs,C.I. etc, you're the best

it's just a "show".facade.

what the hell,in clinical we are looking more on hands on.duhh.

fuck that.i'm graded not on that but instead on theory.

and i think i'm graded also because of my "no expression" like duhh!

maybe i have that serious look so that people around me

knows that i'm not the one to mess with

but actually if you really know me..i'm Mr.Nice guy.

hahah.seems agonising.

i don't need anybody to judge.coz i know myself best.

and please lar medical students,physiotherapist and especially

Pharmacist...PHARMACIST!

please show some respect to us nurses.

some don't even bother to look at us.what the fuck.

let's see if they land on the hospital bed who will they look at.

meet bros after work,headed to United square

had coffee with em',vent out everything.guys talk.anything you name it.

toy's r us lookin around for toys.star wars!!GYEAH!

mood:feeling lousy and when ree is angry it ain't good.

"So many things put to the test

So many things to confess

& I wanna get it out of my chest"

2009-02-01T19:15:00.002+08:00

refresh.rejuvenate.
new blogskin,was searching for a dark kinda theme
managed to find this one but was in a rush..
edit here and there.pooff.this is the product.
not the best though.
yesterday was my niggar's birthday..
niggar?it's none other than Sheikh
happy birthday and may all run well for you this year.
week 3 down.bang!yes.
i've had till here(up to the neck)
can't wait for this posting to end.really tiring..
helping out as much as possible
just to let time fly faster
patients showing attitude from time to time
but there are some nice patient's around. :)
was lucky enough not to "further" quarrel with a patient early morning
although i was thrown with some vulgarities.
that's life.nursing life to be precise.
i have to face shit and i mean troubles and the real shit..
put up with patients,do duties which aren't supposed to be
but at the end of the day..
i realize no obstacle is never too hard.
i have great friends whom i work with namely Cynthia,SQ,SM and Shantini.
thanks girls for helping me out one way or another.
here's Fall Out Boy- America's Suiteheart.
enjoy.
gotta bounce.

"Maybe this kid was reaching out for love
or maybe for a moment
He forgot who he was
Or maybe this kid just wanted to be hugged"

2009-01-26T12:29:00.004+08:00

Ku membenarkan jiwaku Justify my soul
Untuk mencintaimu To love you
Ku persembahkan hidupku untuk bersama kamu My life shows for with you
Dan diriku untuk kamu And myself to you
Belum pernah kumerasai begitu Never felt like this before..

Semua itu telah berlalu All that has passed
Harapanku palsu My hope's fake
Dan mungkin hari yang satu terus ku tertunggu
And maybe one day I'll continue waiting..

Di hatiku masih kamu You're still in my heart
Belum pernah ku ingin terus memburu
I have never wanted to continue to pursue

Aku lemah tanpa kamu I am weak without you
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik untuk dirimu
I understand I am not the best for you

Sampai syurga ku menunggu I'll wait till heaven
Sampai syurga ku cinta mu Up to heaven I love you
Hanya kamu Only you..

Ku membiarkan hatiku untuk merinduimu I let my heart to miss you
Ku menghamparkan sakitku untuk tatapan kamu

Bersamamu harapanku My hope is with you..
Hilang dalam terang yang membutakanku
Lost in the light which blinds me

Dan segala yang ku ada And with everything I have

Ku berikan semua,untuk dirimu saja I gave my all only just for you

Ku mahu dirimu bahagia untuk selamanya
I wanna you to be happy forever
Biar sampai syurga Let up to heaven
Aku menunggu cinta darimu I'll wait for love from you
Agar ku sempurna so that I'm perfect

Aku lemah tanpa kamu I am weak without you
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik untuk dirimu
I understand I am not the best for you
Sampai syurga ku menunggu I'll wait until heaven
Sampai syurga ku cintamu Up to heaven I'll love you
Hanya kamu Only you..

PS:Just as promised.My own translation.hahah.

2009-01-24T19:07:00.002+08:00

waddup peeps.
week 2 down.YES!
yesterday after morning shift went out with the 2 ladies.CYN and SQ.
actually wanted to buy nursing textbook at "Bras Basah"-erhem.lol.
but can't find it luh.sorry my bad.hah!
so nature's call,stomach shouting out loud.
headed to Bugis LJS but it was damn packed..
made our way to Marina SQuare.hahah.
these 2 girls so call stalked one Korean looking guy at LJS there.
-.-
as usual uh,our jokes,lame jokes!
and SQ must wear a hearing kit or something.hahah!
CYN,don't think you can escape coz I didn't catch your mistake in the ward..
ermm,for her she needs a bigger specs than the current want. o.o
had a whacked out time yesterday after a tiring day at work
just to unwind ourselves.
and yeah,SQ bought a few series of her Vampire favourites.
me?.bought one cool book.
The Spongebob Squarepants Oracle.
childish?nahh,don't think so.
coz it has some awesome quotes in there
here's the instruction on the book...

"How to use the book"
1.Make sure you're on dry land.This book was not designed to be used underwater.
(The pages get all soggy)

lazy to type all of it..if wanna borrow the book.feel free to ask.

"Days like today come once,maybe twice,
in a lifetime.Savor every moment."- Spongebob Squarepants

2009-01-20T10:40:00.002+08:00

Sampai Syurga (Till Heaven)
currently hooked on to this song..very rare i listen to malay songs.
and this one is awesome.great lyrics
song is about something familiar to me larh.aaaha.
will post the lyrics some other day
WITH my own translation.ahaah.
gotta bounce for now.

2009-01-17T18:47:00.003+08:00

it's bloggin time.

WEEKENDS.damnn.

it's like godsend for me.must really use em' resting

to REE-charge my batteREE.

i think afternoon shifts are cool.

especially from 7 plus to knock-off from work.

that's when the lame,crap stuff all pop up with colleagues.

ESPECIALLY..erhem,my partner for attachment.Cynthia.

wo de hao "peng" yo.hahaa.

sorry larh.My Mandarin still so-so.but at least i try.

thanks to her that time flies fast

as we crack our lame jokes.

hahahah!

sure to have more...

C.I.(Clinical Instructor) is nice.I think the nicest of all NYP C.I's

but only think she's like a surveillance camera..

always going the extra mile for us.

it's good having her around drilling our critical thinking

and adapting to this Cardiac discipline.(which is not in favour for me)

still don't quite like it.sian..

exams timetable are out.pharmacology first.

so using this attachment to learn some of

or should i say most of the cardiac drugs there.ahaah.

"Helping others seems always to be in me;

but for now,

Loving others..

I kinda having problems coz i'm petrified."

2009-01-13T19:04:00.002+08:00

SPOT-ON.
damn,was really spot-on this time round.
attachment is dreadful man..
arghh.it's only day 2 and 1st week.
16 days to go,3 weeks left(and that excludes the CNY).
not familiar with this very discipline and that is Cardio.
and i'm like the only male staff around during the shift and only male student there.
that's crap.
this is so-not my ward.
can't wait for surgical posting where i'll be back to my old ward.
ahaha!yeah.

"And truth be told I miss you....
and truth be told I'm LYING."

2009-01-08T19:25:00.003+08:00

FUME.

well,school preety much ended today.

Year 2 down.Year 3 up ahead.

exams are like 5 weeks away.

and dreadful attachment are days away.duhh.

change of groups again for Year 3.

it's gonna be a hell of a headache REE-shuffling the groups.

all i wanna for myself is a group that is lively.

looks like being neutral,maybe too neutral is bad?

hell yeah,me not gonna stop being like that.

bias.not.

fairness.yes.

open house duties,backed out as i was plain lazy.

and the T-shirt ain't good material

it's a swimwear material.haah!

pheww.

let's rap and rock and rage!

lyrics updated.

"People too picky these days,damnit..too tall,too short,too fat,too skinny."

2009-01-03T20:16:00.001+08:00

"Life ain't about being creative,it's about kicking ass and playing it safe."

" Do Whatever You Like."

2008-12-31T18:50:00.004+08:00

just came back from queensway with bros...

right after school straightaway head there.

here's what i told sheikh..

"Hey niggar,here's the deal..choose anything that is $20 and below

for your b'dae present."

he was like huh?so early.haha.

got himself a jeans which cost more than the class budget..60 odd bucks

so the extra he chip in (whisper:coz he just got his pay).

few hours away from 2009.

preety sad to leave 08.

don't know why..but i feel that this is a good year.

except for February which is a shit month.oh well,it's histoREE.

it's a No Women No Cry year.gyeah!

see lots of people headin' to parties here and there.

there's one thing i wanna bring up.

why cant people just stop celebrating & just sit down at

home on New Years Eve..

think about the things that they've gone through or whatever in the year

or maybe just sit down and think about that what's gonna happen

in the following year.

i'm not against those who go out celebrating luh

but it's just a thought.

and maybe they are welcoming the year with high spirits.

all right enough.

here's a thing every year must do.

resolutions?

looks like my previous resolutions perhaps failed a bit.haha.

horoscope.hell no to believe it.

it's just crap created by humans.

2009 resolutions?

whatever.

simple as that.

here's also a bit of something of the whole of 08.

top movies for me this year it has to be "THE DARK KNIGHT"

there's a couple more...SEXDRIVE etc.but "THE DARK KNIGHT" is on Ree's List.

favourite song for me this year:

wow,really hard to name.

but it has to be "The Man Who Can't be Moved" by The Script.

haha.nice,my current fav band.

and oh yarh,history made.

broke 2 rules of the Library.very nice!!

hahaha.

wishing every soul a glorious new year

may it be better than 08.

chaos.

"Two O O Nine.

if it's gonna be a good year,please give me a sign.

there's the sign,but i can't find..

oh its there.

thank you,would you be mine?"

haha.Ree is Lame.

2008-12-28T20:23:00.004+08:00

pssst..just done my MedicalSocio powerpoint slides

and presentation is tomorrow.darn.

done with work as well.

tasted what it's like being in the East for a week.

cool man.

addicted to MEE KUAH.power man!

crap lah.tomorrow start school..

so close to the 'dreadful' attachment.

which I tried to like since year 1

but to no avail..-.-

maybe for just one posting at that's at IMH.

so random this post..

must wait for New Year's post.

gonna be cool.

GINGERbread.

taste like ginger.

yucks,ain't nice.just ate the buttons of Mr.Ginger.

PS: I've always have a thing for a Chinese girl.

"What if destiny was never meant to be."

But I can only write this song, And tell you that I'm not that strong. Cause I'm no superman, I hope you like me as I am.

But I can only write this song,
And tell you that I'm not that strong.
Cause I'm no superman, I hope you like me as I am.